Sick Of Crying,
Tired Of Trying,
Yeah I'm Smiling,
But Inside I'm
Dying.
Truth resides in every human heart,
& one has to search for it there,
& to be guided by truth as one sees it.
But no one has a right to coerce
others to act according to his own view of truth.
On the 18 may @10.30pm korang nk tahu tk sumting tk…aku da kna rasuk mcm tsunami darah aku naik..!!!damn fucking dae bagi aku dat nite..dan kjadian itu tkkn ku lupa, tap ati aku puas sgt2.…
Dat nite aku da gado bsar ngn c LELOT!!puki Nye pmpuan brani blakng je..bla berdpan puki kcot,sentel termsok..sial..aku aru alik dari library wit anakku,adit,azz n Gg..otw bck home kte pass by blk 206 blk Nye c lelot n happened 2 c die,aku juz uat bdoh n make a sarcastic face in wae mcm benci sgt2 kt die..bla da jln pass by n menuju ke crpark c lelot n kwn die pn g crpark n bising angu2 bnyk,apelagi azz suro adit pekik n sae EH KO JGN BEBUAL LA SUARA KO TK SDAP… kte juz laugh n walk away n suddenly trdngar suara mcm knal g2 n pekik n sae EH APEHAL,NI MIRA LA.. Uhh mcm scared g2 dgr aku pn jwap n sae ASSLMKUM..HAHAHA wat d hell tiz mira tink,am I scared of her upon listening to her name..!!binget sgt2 aku return n mit mira n tnye wats her motive abt sayin dat to me sdangkn aku tkde conflict wit die…
Bla da dpt mit mira n were talking abt us n nvr even bother to talk abt dat lelot,bagi aku tkde maknanye nk g bebual psl c lelot..n tis mira tinggikn suara n sae aku tk berhak nak g maki c lelot..I got d shocked of my lyfe n tink ape c lelot da g critakn kt c mira. Sdangkn wat happen antra aku ngn lelot,mira were not in d picture she doesn’t noe any story..AKU MAKI LELOT PE,APE MCM LELOT TKPNAH MAKI AKU PE.!! So aku juz diam n anggap ni smua mcm kes bdk2..sdang aku msh nga bebual wit mira,c lelot kip on terpkik2 n suro mira cpat,aku pn ckp mira juz go n sory takes up her tyme,but mira nk settlekn n lelot angu2 bising2 n sae mlas nk bual..aku ckp ngn mira c lelot ni dar dulu susah nk ajak settle,stiap kali aku kedpan pada die, c lelot larikn dri..puki Nye pmpuan tahu uat mulut tahu nk jad geng jahat,bla aku dgr aku kdpan smuka kt die,die bising2 cuma nk jwap GET LOST je kt aku n blah… skrng sape salah n tkot siak!! Bla dorng da blah aku nmpk lelot pkik2 kt mira..aku uat bdola..tiba2nye lak c lelot lag uat prangai brani blakng je n die kta aku bising bnyk n suro aku g ISAP KONEK!! Apelag darah aku up aku kjar c pmpuan mulut tkde insurance..aku kejar tap ngn cpatnye die lari dar aku..aku dpt tahan die n berdpan tap die bising2 n tk abis2 ngn GET LOST die hahaha…ni cnform2 die da story buruk mcm2 kt mira but who cares….yg penting aku mau rejam die Nye mulut n make it a lesson agar die jgn nk langgar aku lagi….tap syg aku tkdpt rejam die,c mira tahan2 aku n lagi brok smpai lak..
Puki Nye pmpuan nk tunjuk terror knon tap tk brani kdpan sial….step ckp org yg aku crita tk abis lau ngn aku,puki aku da dpan nk settlkn tap ko yg lari2 da gitu tk abis2 crita dragging psl hal ko n adit….ni antara kte knape nk drag c adit,kes ko n adit da lama abis da aku kuburkn kt perkuburan INDIA.. Bab ko kn bnyk belit mcm India n busukkn org blakng,tkde crita adakn crite…Hahahaha
Mcm ane aku tetap benci ko lelot atas perbuatan suatu tika dulu ko kutuk n hina kehidupan aku n mengatakn aku miskin tktahu malu pengemis mintk bantuan brng pasr makan kt masjid mintk tolong muis n cdc..itu aku tkkn lupa la sial…ko sndri lyfe upside down n step mane Nye kaya,lau ko kaya ko tk dudk umah rental flat ar…. Mcm aku tk pnah berkwn ngn ko n tk tahu how ur lyfe is…!!!
Tkpe ari ni ko keatas,ktawa la ko spuas puas Nye..tuhan maha nmpk n tahu segalanye..bsok2 tmpat ko ke bwh gak…aku cuma hanye mampu berdoa agar tuhan bukakkn kpala otak ko itu la pmpuan tua yg tk sdar dri die TUA….!!!!!
